the soul photographer
imaginary in the nights of sweet illusions never being actualised
whispering names of those who got unstrained
without breathing in theatres
all i need but you
the tests to feel responding to the norms
restricting inner pleasures
coffee scent in Venice
chestnuts in Paris
and global south-east
and global sense of feeling i’m asleep while
all i need but you
the same desire as it was a year ago
today
and
never
sending letters to LA
some place to hide fresh sperm after recurrent masturbation
as if continuing your kiss
and separation
all i need but you

Олег Малахов